Divine Discernment and Peace: October 15, 2013

I spoke to God about divine discernment and peace today.  A calming feeling traveled over my body as I released the desires of my heart to the Lord.  I'm thankful to have a mother that pushes me towards God even when I am pushing Him away.  I am even more fortunate to have a God that makes the journey with and stays on the course even when I stray away from Him.  Thank you God! I pray that today I keep this feeling I have right now and let God's plan guide my path.  I PRAY to be able to hear you God.   I don't mean just to hear your voice but to internalize it God so that I may really walk in your purpose for my life God.  Please God hear my cry on this 15th day of October.  God, I ask that I pay more attention to my lane and not everybody else's lane.  I have a tendency to compare my walk with you with other people's walk with or without you. I pray that you see fit to send me someone either temporarily or long term that I can share time with on a more intimate level to laugh, feel liked. and grow with God.  I pray to have someone who will care about me and want to genuinely get to know me and that I won't have to settle in looks, intellect, spirituality, or personality.  I pray for peace and discernment most dear Lord, so that I may have a genuine walk with you Lord. I love you. Amen.

I.m.u

Its not popular or safe to admit I miss you.
Everyday, its crazy. Its like its so unspeakable.
So...in these circumstances how can I even reach you.
How can I find anything to say that will even be substantial.
Anything that could possibly get to you, speak to you...make you more emotional.

I'm not even sure where these feelings are coming from, we weren't together.
Doesn't that sound familiar. In a generation where no one is.
Its crazy cause, whatever we had, I knew it wouldn't last forever... well towards the end I did.
You've got some new friends now, got me feeling like a kid.
You've got a girl back home, I knew I couldn't compete.
But now I just wanna repeat... You know, all the fun we had.
The laughs, man even the times when you made me mad.

At least I wasn't alone then.
I even let you read my poetry...
Honestly, I feel like you owe it to me... to see what we could be.
You were the first person here I gave a chance to.
Man you really know how to make a girl feel...well pitiful.

Nothing I'm saying...is popular or safe.
At the end of the day... I miss you.
These unrealistic words are probably just bliss for you.
Truth is, I'm sick for you. I miss you

Consistency, Consistency, Consistency

Consistency is an important thing in all types of relationships.  Ask yourself, are you the same person each day with the person you're in some type of relationship with, whether it be a friend, relative, or significant other or do you change it up to fit in, play games, or because of emotional instability (i.e. not sure what you feel for the other person).  Being consistent is best for growing meaningful connections.  It builds necessary trust and provides an avenue for your partner to believe in you, in what you say and do. 
 
Whats so hard about being completely open with people and consistently being you from the beginning.  No, I'm not saying you can't ever better yourself.  I am saying that its extremely important for people to have consistency in their lives.  Why can't you provide that for them?  Why not allow someone the chance get to know a consistent YOU.  Consistently get better. Consistently be better. Consistently be YOU and I gurantee you that you will encounter meaningful relationships in your life.  Not only that, people will respect you for it.  Ask yourself one last question, is GOD a consistent God or does he falter whenever he feels like it?  He is a consistent God all the time.  So, take pointers from our Heavenly Father and do better with consistency. 

A more CONSISTENT you

-Ki :)

Knowing YOU

Hello loves,

I encourage you today to take a moment and describe yourself in seven words.  Before you do this, say a prayer and ask God what he made you to be like.  Then, take out a sheet of paper and get started.  True "JOY" comes with knowing one's self first. 

The words I chose for me:
virtuous
caring
beautiful
intelligent
charismatic
optimistic
elegant

-Ki

Distant Memory

Who knew we would be nothing more than a distant memory

Or that you would be less than a friend but not even enemies

In the same town but miles apart emotionally 

I think its crazy .. for us to have a beautiful beginning and end disastrously

I always wondered if it affected you the way it did me

Well it didn't seem to be

Its like you snapped right out of your once infactuation with me

Now strangely you don't know me

When in reality I hope you haven't forgotten me

Im back

This isn't exactly a poem today.  I just wanted to let my followers know that I will start back blogging again. Not only with poetry but with uplifting words, biblical quotes/sayings, and things just to get you through the week.  I have been very busy but I'M BACK NOW :)) .. PLEASE SHARE MY BLOG WITH OTHERS

Thought You Should Know

Hearts pacing. Time's pacing. Thoought u would always be there now I'm replacing you.
But not totally. Cause I know there is still some power you have over me. Your tweets.
Your statuses still control me. Im forced to read them and look for someone to console me
after i realize you've moved on and i havent.
Hard to say but your words are so distractin'.
I wonder do i miss you because Im lonely or Im lookin' back and remembering how your
hugs felt on my back and how i felt laying on your lap and hearing your heart beats while
sittin' on my couch and man i dont know. These feelings have got to go
So .. I thought you should know ..