Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Divine Discernment and Peace: October 15, 2013
I spoke to God about divine discernment and peace today. A calming feeling traveled over my body as I released the desires of my heart to the Lord. I'm thankful to have a mother that pushes me towards God even when I am pushing Him away. I am even more fortunate to have a God that makes the journey with and stays on the course even when I stray away from Him. Thank you God! I pray that today I keep this feeling I have right now and let God's plan guide my path. I PRAY to be able to hear you God. I don't mean just to hear your voice but to internalize it God so that I may really walk in your purpose for my life God. Please God hear my cry on this 15th day of October. God, I ask that I pay more attention to my lane and not everybody else's lane. I have a tendency to compare my walk with you with other people's walk with or without you. I pray that you see fit to send me someone either temporarily or long term that I can share time with on a more intimate level to laugh, feel liked. and grow with God. I pray to have someone who will care about me and want to genuinely get to know me and that I won't have to settle in looks, intellect, spirituality, or personality. I pray for peace and discernment most dear Lord, so that I may have a genuine walk with you Lord. I love you. Amen.
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
I.m.u
Its not popular or safe to admit I miss you.
Everyday, its crazy. Its like its so unspeakable.
So...in these circumstances how can I even reach you.
How can I find anything to say that will even be substantial.
Anything that could possibly get to you, speak to you...make you more emotional.
I'm not even sure where these feelings are coming from, we weren't together.
Doesn't that sound familiar. In a generation where no one is.
Its crazy cause, whatever we had, I knew it wouldn't last forever... well towards the end I did.
You've got some new friends now, got me feeling like a kid.
You've got a girl back home, I knew I couldn't compete.
But now I just wanna repeat... You know, all the fun we had.
The laughs, man even the times when you made me mad.
At least I wasn't alone then.
I even let you read my poetry...
Honestly, I feel like you owe it to me... to see what we could be.
You were the first person here I gave a chance to.
Man you really know how to make a girl feel...well pitiful.
Nothing I'm saying...is popular or safe.
At the end of the day... I miss you.
These unrealistic words are probably just bliss for you.
Truth is, I'm sick for you. I miss you
Everyday, its crazy. Its like its so unspeakable.
So...in these circumstances how can I even reach you.
How can I find anything to say that will even be substantial.
Anything that could possibly get to you, speak to you...make you more emotional.
I'm not even sure where these feelings are coming from, we weren't together.
Doesn't that sound familiar. In a generation where no one is.
Its crazy cause, whatever we had, I knew it wouldn't last forever... well towards the end I did.
You've got some new friends now, got me feeling like a kid.
You've got a girl back home, I knew I couldn't compete.
But now I just wanna repeat... You know, all the fun we had.
The laughs, man even the times when you made me mad.
At least I wasn't alone then.
I even let you read my poetry...
Honestly, I feel like you owe it to me... to see what we could be.
You were the first person here I gave a chance to.
Man you really know how to make a girl feel...well pitiful.
Nothing I'm saying...is popular or safe.
At the end of the day... I miss you.
These unrealistic words are probably just bliss for you.
Truth is, I'm sick for you. I miss you
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Consistency, Consistency, Consistency
Consistency is an important thing in all types of relationships. Ask yourself, are you the same person each day with the person you're in some type of relationship with, whether it be a friend, relative, or significant other or do you change it up to fit in, play games, or because of emotional instability (i.e. not sure what you feel for the other person). Being consistent is best for growing meaningful connections. It builds necessary trust and provides an avenue for your partner to believe in you, in what you say and do.
Whats so hard about being completely open with people and consistently being you from the beginning. No, I'm not saying you can't ever better yourself. I am saying that its extremely important for people to have consistency in their lives. Why can't you provide that for them? Why not allow someone the chance get to know a consistent YOU. Consistently get better. Consistently be better. Consistently be YOU and I gurantee you that you will encounter meaningful relationships in your life. Not only that, people will respect you for it. Ask yourself one last question, is GOD a consistent God or does he falter whenever he feels like it? He is a consistent God all the time. So, take pointers from our Heavenly Father and do better with consistency.
A more CONSISTENT you
-Ki :)
Whats so hard about being completely open with people and consistently being you from the beginning. No, I'm not saying you can't ever better yourself. I am saying that its extremely important for people to have consistency in their lives. Why can't you provide that for them? Why not allow someone the chance get to know a consistent YOU. Consistently get better. Consistently be better. Consistently be YOU and I gurantee you that you will encounter meaningful relationships in your life. Not only that, people will respect you for it. Ask yourself one last question, is GOD a consistent God or does he falter whenever he feels like it? He is a consistent God all the time. So, take pointers from our Heavenly Father and do better with consistency.
A more CONSISTENT you
-Ki :)
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Knowing YOU
Hello loves,
I encourage you today to take a moment and describe yourself in seven words. Before you do this, say a prayer and ask God what he made you to be like. Then, take out a sheet of paper and get started. True "JOY" comes with knowing one's self first.
The words I chose for me:
virtuous
caring
beautiful
intelligent
charismatic
optimistic
elegant
-Ki
I encourage you today to take a moment and describe yourself in seven words. Before you do this, say a prayer and ask God what he made you to be like. Then, take out a sheet of paper and get started. True "JOY" comes with knowing one's self first.
The words I chose for me:
virtuous
caring
beautiful
intelligent
charismatic
optimistic
elegant
-Ki
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